A friend made this for me. It's lovely seeing all of my children together x x

Christopher would be sitting his GCSE's this year and possibly leaving school. It's been hard for me invigilating the exams knowing he should have been there and seeing some of the friends he went to school and Church with.
I miss him every day. I never thought that was possible. I thought that maybe the odd one or two days pass without thinking of your loved one but it's not so. I can honestly say that I've thought about him every single day in the last 12 years.
I got upset on Katherine's birthday when she was out with her boyfriend Alex and her brother Matt was there too with his girlfriend Mollie. I thought how sad it was that Christopher wasn't there with them celebrating. I know that there will be lots of occasions my whole life like this, some will affect me more than others.
I was talking to Andy about it today and he said 'well he's having much more fun where he is'. It's true I know, I believe that he's happy and safe in heaven but it doesn't stop the pain of missing him.